Sooo, in 8 minutes it will officially be my due date, and this baby is still so far from being born :( I had a doctor appointment today, and it SUCKED. First of all last week, my doc was on vacation so I saw some midwife that works in the same hospital. She checked me, and said I was a fingertip dilated (about 1 centimeter) and 90% effaced. Not the best news, but at least it was some progress. Well today, when my real doctor checked me (which I had to ask him to do - strange), he said that I am still only at 1 centimeter, but that the midwife was wrong and I'm not at 90% effaced! Argh! We're going in the wrong direction here! The tiny glimmer of hope I had that someday this science experiment in my body might actually end was crushed. And then, to kick me when I was already down, I had to schedule a 41 week appointment. That's just mean... Oh, and he won't even talk about inducing me until after that appointment. UGH. I've wanted this and have been waiting for it for so long. Is it too much to ask that I finally get it? Not to mention the fact that being this pregnant is completely miserable, and it would be wonderful to not be suffering anymore.
Also, people need to stop telling me to enjoy this while it lasts. YOU may think that life ends when you have kids, but I do not. I am very much looking forward to this. Just because your life sucks and your kids made you miserable does NOT mean that mine will be the same. So do me a favor, and just keep your opinions to yourself.
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