Introduction of some sort

Well, it's the middle of the night and I can't sleep. Fitting for the beginning of this blog, since 99% of the writing I've done in my lifetime has been written in the witching hour when most everyone else is asleep. I've been toying with the idea of starting a blog for quite a while. I used to write all the time, but haven't for a couple years now. I was going to document this entire pregnancy, but never got around to it. But, this seems as good a time as any to start, so here goes.

I will be 100% brutally honest about whatever I say in this blog. You may laugh, disagree, be offended, think I'm a genius...who knows. I will generally not mention specific people here, but there will be times when it's easy to see who I'm referring to. If you have a problem with that, I'm sorry.

Warning: There will probably be a good amount of venting on here. Certain people (not naming anyone specific, but I know who you are) seem to think that I'm an overly negative person. I have to disagree. I don't think I'm much more a pessimist than the average person, I just happen to be rather vocal about it. It has always been easier for me to express negative feelings more than positive ones. That's just how I am. Venting about things makes me feel better, and keeps my head from exploding. And just because I may not gush about something doesn't mean it doesn't make me happy.

You may think that I'm being very self centered to think that anyone cares to read about what I think. You would be wrong. I really don't care if anyone reads this. If people do, great. If not, oh well. This is really about giving me an outlet for the jumble of thoughts that fill my head at any given point in time. Some of it may be deep and insightful, some may be complete nonsense, and a lot of it will probably seem totally random.

With that, welcome to the blog, and welcome to the craziness in my head :)