Oh, man. I POAS today and got a BFP. And I really don't know how I feel about it. I'm excited, yes. But I'm also trying to be cautious and not get TOO excited. It's possible that it's just leftover hormones from before. I don't think it is, but it's possible. It's also possible that this is a chemical pregnancy. I'm scared. I don't know what to expect. I'm calling my doctor's office tomorrow and that makes me nervous too. They have a policy of not seeing women until they are 8 weeks. I want to go tomorrow, and again on Monday to have my hcg levels checked to see if they're growing like they should be. I'm also only 13 DPO, which worries me. The test showed positive almost instantly, which is either really good or really bad. It could mean that this is a good, sticky baby and everything is progressing well. It could also mean that it's leftover hormones. Gahh. I'm trying not to get too worked up over it. Stress is bad. But how can I not worry? Losing our baby last month was devastating. I don't know if I can handle going through that again...
Wish me luck.
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